The Song of Both

I found I like writing when I feel sad or inspired. Even though my writing is not that good, I like to write things just for myself, I don't expect you to understand me. I've started to write a story in a notebook of mine and maybe it's bullshit but it's how I express myself. It is a way of being, of existing. I think I'm starting to interact with my self, not the word myself as a physic person but the self, my I deep inside. All I've been saving from I was a little child is starting to go out, fortunately not in a rude way but through words, through writing. It doesn't matter in which language because the point is that I can communicate with my self and explore what I'm feeling or what I've felt before and have a better knowledge of me.
These are some verses I've written tonight, don't ask why. I feel like writing so here they are! And once again, I don't expect you to understand or to judge whether they're good or not, that's just because I want to write anything :) Peace! xx

''Many dreams we used to have
which are finally gone
with a blowing wind high above
it gets the path undone.
I could not find your hand
and get lost in the dark
standing alone.

Don't let me here!
were the words shouted
but oh, my dear!
words must be empty
'cause I couldn't hear
the song of both.''